urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams evenstardreams evenstardreams 2006-04-25T10:09:57Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:23651 2006-04-25T10:02:30Z 2006-04-25T10:09:57Z When you come somewhat close to dying, aren't you supposed to have some kind of life revelation or something?<br /><br />I find it really odd that I didn't even think about what almost happened to me friday night until the next day.<br /><br />Even since then, I've had no life affirmations, or whatever the religious people call it, or anything like that. I've had no desire to do anything in particular before I die, and I have no feeling of impending doom or a need to "live life to the fullest" because "you never know when it's your time."<br /><br />Granted, I want to enjoy life, but that's how I felt before anything happened.<br /><br />They did stop. It's not like I actually got hit. There was a good 3 feet between them and my bike.<br /><br />It almost feels like I was watching it on tv, instead of it actually happening <i>to</i> me. I could see the SUV speeding towards me, as they ran a solid red light, then all of a sudden they stopped.<br /><br />I'm glad they had good brakes.<br /><br />And I'm very sure my coworker in the car behind me was just as glad. Who would want to see a friend splattered across the front of an SUV on their way to a party? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:22104 2006-04-15T08:53:24Z 2006-04-15T08:54:35Z Wow.<br /><br />I can honestly say I've never before felt the way I feel with him.<br /><br />*shy smile*<br /><br />I can't believe this.<br /><br />It's amazing.<br /><br />You think you know what something is until you really truly experience it and see you were completely wrong.<br /><br /><i>This</i> is being in love. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:18366 2006-04-02T21:56:17Z 2006-04-02T21:56:17Z <center><br />My little girl had surgery...<br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://i31.photobucket.com/albums/c358/tinyfoxphotos/758330ac.jpg" border="0" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></a><br />...but that didn't dampen her spirits!<br /><br /><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:14092 2006-03-24T10:12:26Z 2006-03-24T10:12:26Z <center><br /><br /><br /><i>whatever words I say, I will always love you</i><br /><br /><br /></center> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:11611 2006-03-18T09:29:38Z 2006-03-18T09:29:38Z Certain simpsons episodes make me cry almost every time I watch them... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:7651 2006-03-11T03:46:55Z 2006-03-11T03:46:55Z Wheee! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:1891 2006-03-01T08:31:07Z 2006-03-01T08:31:27Z Matchbox 20 - If You're Gone Someone is most definitely charming their way into the inner depths of my heart. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:evenstardreams:482 2006-02-26T08:48:30Z 2006-02-26T08:49:36Z <center><br /><br /><br />"Stop worrying so much and just <i>live</i>"<br /><br /><br /><br /></center>